You hover
above everything:
a self-described mythical
creature,
glittering hot pink,
extended claws and
sharp, wet teeth, ready
for the next unsuspecting human to trip into your clutches, bedazzled
by the outward show you
painstakingly cultivate, with greasepaint, costumes, posturing, claiming to be
the best at everything, always.
Gnarled from so much pain
in your past, it eviscerates your present,
while innocent bystanders
(the ones not desired for
consumption) are tossed down your dark hole that some call a soul.
You have grown numb to
everything but your own desires,
singular, fixated,
adorned,
touting others
“un-evolved” as you pillage indiscriminately,
swooping in tighter and
tighter circles, cawing:
“Look at me! Look at me! Look at me!”
But not too closely.
Because that’s when
things become distorted, ugly;
Nature is harsh. It’s
kill or be killed,
every woman for herself.
Free and glittering birds
of prey can’t afford empathy...it cramps their style.
“Fuck them!” you caw. “Fuck you!”
“Fuck me...fuck me...fuck me...
I will give you
everything,
until I have bitten and
licked and sucked your carcass dry.
I am a glittering,
hot-pink, mythical
creature.
Human bonds are
irrelevant to me, unless they are serving my needs, filling a cavernous hole
that is never filled –
I am a bottomless pit
that I circle
around myself, outside of
myself,
but the echoes leave me
haunted and wrecked,
starving,
empty.”
Your talons clutch at the
broken branches you land on,
your eyes dart and
follow,
here comes another one — sucker!
Bat your eyelashes,
rehearse your speech,
and do what you do best:
placating the void inside
you for one more day, stirring up Drama
with one more piece of
meat.
You advocate for freedom
above all else,
but you will collect the
bones
alone.